The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of isolation, and it looks like I'm the Queen
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in; heaven knows I tried

Don't let them in
Don't let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal
Don't feel
Don't let them know
Well, now they know

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn away and slam the door
I don't care what they're going to say
Let the storm rage on
The cold never bothered me anyway

It's funny how some distance makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me can't get to me at all
It's time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through
No right, no wrong
No rules for me...I'm free

2013 has been a very eventful year for me.
the last few months as a final year BDS student.
tried my best to enjoy it as a student. we all know how everyone says that student life is always the best and is what you will miss when u started working.
all the hangout sessions, short 'getaway trip' to Queensbay and became a shopaholic.


the message that always made my day, is the one that asked me to go out and have some nice food. and by nice food i mean anything other than AIMST Cafe food. hahaha!
i would really like to thank one person here, she is the one who always keep me companied, be my driver, and taught me so much in life. sometimes, i feel, she trusted me more than i trust myself.
and it's awesome to have a friend like this. <3
she is the first person ever dare to let me drive her car (eventhough the last time i drove was about 5 years back during my driving test!), and patiently taught me about driving and parking, even though i was really noob. haha.
we always do dumb things together. like, playing with our shadows at night, walking round the campus after dinner, and always craved for chatime and this is our favourite pic taken there.

the best picture ever! =D the best pic is not the one when u wore the prettiest dress nor the best make up, it is when you have the best natural laugh on ur face, and that, is the best make up one could ever wear.

and i will never forget about how we fight together for finals. everyday same routine with waking up, after having lunch together, we will study together in her beautifully decorated room and with her collections of textbook, i felt like we were studying in a mini library, with air-con. and it really did, make our exam preparations less shitty. hahaha. i love the 'galaxy' in her room, and i remembered tearing them down one by one.

can u see the stars? well, thats only a small part of her galaxy. haha!

the first time we hugged, was before i get inside the taxi which headed to airport.
she told me not to cry, and i was managed to hold my tears temporarily, until the taxi leave the place where i have been living for 5 years. then, my tears just flushed down like the waterfalls, as i knew i would really miss this place, miss our memories together, and miss my dearest friends here.
i knew, after this, we all will be starting our life somewhere else, writing different stories.
we might not have many chances to meet each other again. it might not be the same anymore.
but i ll miss you.
thank you for everything! =)

together we laugh

AIMST BDS Batch 4

next, July-August, it was Europe and UK trip. it was really great and i believe i have said enough about it in my previous posts. spent a lot of money though. so it's time to start saving!!!

Tower Bridge, UK

The Rialto Bridge, Venice

Musee Du Louvre, Paris

Sept- fly to kl and register with MDC at Putrajaya.

Oct- My Convocation. one of the greatest event of my life so far. =)





Dec: When the new chapter begins.
- PTM.

5.2 group <3

- lapor diri at 9 Dec 2013. my working life officially started! ^^

i actually have a lot to tell about my working life. but i am too lazy to type it out.
all i could say is, it is very different from uni life.
still learning to adapt to it. speed means almost everything.
gone are the days where we spent few hours in doing treatment for single procedure for ONE patient.
that does not exist in working life anymore.
now if u do it fast, ur boss love you, ur assistants love you, and your patients love you, see?
and u felt terrible if u were doing it too slow, as there are not enough dental chairs, and many patients are waiting outside just because you are slow. =(
and the type of stress where you are so scared to extract teeth at about 4.30pm because if u fractured it, it means everyone won't get to go home at 5pm, and i bet you will be secretly hated. arghh.

finally understands the feeling of waiting to go home at 5pm! u just wish u could make the clock moves faster by staring at it. hahaha!
and the punch card system is so... interesting. hahaha.
as expected, this noobie made some really funny mistakes, like silap punch, lupa punch. LOL! my colleagues were laughing at me when they saw my card. hahaha.