hello~! welcome to my new blog.
finally i've decided to create a new blog, symbolizing a new beginning.
found myself drowned in my own emo world, and now i am trying to pull myself back together.
my study life has just ended, but this will not be an end, instead, it is the beginning of another chapter.
and i need to find myself back.
honestly, i am one of those freak who couldnt really understand myself, sometimes.
so, i wont blame you for not understanding me. really. simply because i dont understand myself, too.

shoo shoo shoo~! good bye emo-ness~!
hello~! happiness!
i truly believe in 'happy-go-lucky', because i was once like that too.
but dont know why, happiness seemed to have drifted far away from me, and i am now trying to find it back.
i want to find back the old me, who is simple, naive, optimistic, and the happy-go-lucky type of girl.
i do admit that life is complicated, people are forced to grow up. and most of us lost ourselves in the process. we all lost happiness in the process of growing up, pathetic huh?
but it's ok.
because one day u will find yourself, stronger than ever.
because you have learned to live even better, with scars. =)

well, i have been mentioning about 'happiness' quite a lot, but what does it really means? and where and how to find it?
hmm... according to some, it is from the smallest little things in life.
but we often ignored it or didnt realised it was there.
are u doing the same too? have u find yourself losing it while it was all the while around you, but u were too busy 'searching' for it?

let me see,
right now, happiness means spending quality time with my beloved family.
nobody love me more than them. NOBODY.
they are the ones who know each and every flaw of me, even though they love to laugh at me, but they will always accept me for being me.
there is no place like home.
i am really blessed.

oh ya, for the time being,
happiness is:
-when you have sisters who love baking, and u both were sticking ears, eyes and mouth in the kitchen in order to make cute adorable doggie cookies! when she first told me about it, i was like, are u crazy? it's gonna be so time-consuming and tiring! only super 'wu liao' people would do this! and guess what, we turned out to be those 'super wu liao' people. hahahaha! and then when everyone else see the cookies, they were like, awwww so cute~! and THAT exactly, is happiness (well, more of like satisfaction, but satisfaction brings happiness, so it is the same! haha).

-when you have family who laughed at your stupidity almost everyday. i guess they are 'immune'  to my stupidity and weaknesses, so instead of angry and mad at me, they laughed it all out. =.=

-when you have all the free time to do what u want, but in the end u did nothing. hahaha!

-when it is your favourite raining seasons, oh ya forgot to tell, i do love rains! try to picture yourself in the house, hearing the sound of the wind and rains, drinking a cup of your favourite 3 in 1 hot white coffee with the sense of smell that melts your heart away through your olfactory nerve, while reading a novel. it was perfect~!
(well, i do know that a lot of people hate raining seasons very much. i also know that there was serious flood in kk past few days. i feel sorry for them. but still, i love raining day. please dont judge me as 'inconsiderate' as it is just a pure personal preference, and i really think MY blog is for ME to express my thoughts and emotions. if you didnt like what i said or feeling disagree, well, feel free to click the 'close' button. thank you)

-when you watched Xia Xue's baby Dash cute videos, and funny comics! they just magically cheer you up!

-when you still have true real friends who still care about you and not losing contact even though you are apart from each other, thanks for proving to me, some friendships really do last in life. and now i officially upgrade you as: 'FFL-friends for life'

-when your friend knew exactly what you gonna say the next minute, and you were like, 'did you just installed a 'pendrive' inside my brain to steal my brainwaves/impulses?'  hahaha!

-when you find yourself smiling at your own blog post about all these small little things that bring you happiness(like an idiot).

-etc etc etc...............................

okay, that's my list of the title 'happiness', and of course it is expanding every minute as long as i continue breathing. haha!